Adversity: noun, plural adversities for 2. 1.adverse fortune or fate; a condition marked by misfortune, calamity, or distress: A friend will show his or her true colors in timesof adversity. You can only grow stronger in situations that provide you with adversity. Defined above as calamity or distress. I am taking a deep breath this morning and trying to learn from adversity. What is affecting you so? Well I will tell you. I still find myself working at Starbucks. 2 years... Continue Reading →

Work Rant

I was awoke this morning from a text message from a coworker that I messed up the milk order. Brilliant. This falls in line with all of my other failures this last week while I am in training for my promotion to be a shift supervisor at Starbucks. I want so much to be good... Continue Reading →


My thoughts, my words a figure of who I am. They give form to the lifeless swirling void of information that swirls inside me. Threatning all life and love if I don't allow it an avenue at which to break free. Somedays I feel like the words are all I have. The things in this... Continue Reading →

100th post

This post was supposed to be cool. The yesterday it was supposed to be about amazing family friend park day, then later on yesterday this post was supposed to be how my six year old fell down a ditch at the park and got two staples in her head. Now this post is about how... Continue Reading →

Sleep, nah…

So daylight savings time, and work have ruined my sleep schedule. I am awake and I have so much to do tomorrow that it is quite ridiculous. Instead I am here, typing absurdities as I lie awake. My bed covered in almost all of my children. This is my own fault. Sickness let me sleep... Continue Reading →

Just plain mad

I spend a lot of time wondering why other people get away with so much. I am speaking in worldly terms so I don't need a philosophical answer nor do I need to hear about Kharma. I am merely complaining and I promise when I am done I will get off my soap box. My... Continue Reading →


I am aware today of how quickly people in this world can take things away from you. I found out yesterday while at work that someone thought they should call Child Protective Services on my family (CPS). You are never aware more of all the things that you wish you could do till someone shows... Continue Reading →


Stalk –verb (used without object) pursue or approach prey, quarry, etc., stealthily. walk with measured, stiff, or haughty strides: He was soangry he stalked away without saying goodbye. proceed in a steady, deliberate, or sinister manner:Famine stalked through the nation. 4.Obsolete . to walk or go stealthily along. –verb (used with object) pursue (game, a person, etc.) stealthily. proceed through (an area) in search of prey or quarry: tostalk the woods for game. proceed or spread through in a steady or sinister manner:Disease stalked the land. Here I am again. I sure hope you didn't think my rampage from the previous post was done. Well if you thought it was you are wrong. I am not done because the drama has been like the friggin Niagara falls this week! The Evil W... Continue Reading →

Grow Up!

Grow –verb (used without object) 1. to increase by natural development, as any living organism orpart by assimilation of nutriment; increase in size orsubstance. form and increase in size by a process of inorganic accretion, as by crystallization. arise or issue as a natural development from an original happening, circumstance, or source: Our friendship grewfrom common interests. Well gosh. I would just like to say that I refrained from titling this post as Grow the F#$% Up! In my dealings with people I have learned that I really don't like having dealings with people. Honestly, the majority of us are bitchy little whiners, who at some... Continue Reading →

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