It’s just a sofa

Okay so random post for today. My favorite neighbor broke parole a few months ago and so back to jail he went. Well today they threw all of his stuff outside. It was really sad. Now the terrible part is that I took the mans couch. It's a nice couch. Plus I can't even begin... Continue Reading →


A candle lit on both ends dies faster. Sometimes I feel like I have been lit on both ends. Waning faster and faster, with no one to blow out the constant flames that threaten me on both sides. The ever continuing consumtion of all that is me by all of the things that I come... Continue Reading →

Just a kiss

As I lay here in bed it comes to my mind the thought of a kiss, then my mind races over the poetic possibilities of such a thing. Just a kiss Something so simple, so quiet, so sweet I say, just a kiss Just a taste Just a tease Why should I want this so?... Continue Reading →

Oh My

I am pretty good at expressing love in words. The poet in me finds no hard time writing things of love. But I found a poem, by someone else that is by far the best definition of love, the kind of love I long for, that I have ever read. I want to share it... Continue Reading →

Dancing Alone

Since my last post had some of my emotional turmoil in it about the lonely realization of no one to lean on I shall extend this into a post about the actual party I shot last night. See I have a great time as an event photographer. It is one of my favorite things. I... Continue Reading →


Oh were it not for the unending melancholy that fills me this week I may actually be able to think and sleep. Instead I am wrought with insomnia, despite my sleepiness and I am quiet yet filled by turmoil. This turmoil has no name, I pray that god would tell me why I should feel... Continue Reading →

What To Do

Dear Troublesome Love and Lonliness, I am ready for the longing to feel deeply loved to leave me. I don't mind being alone. I just feel a heightened sensitivity to touch and I am feeling just straight up intense about it. It is not my intention to start this post off whiny. I absolutely swear... Continue Reading →

Checking Me Out

I sure wish this post was in reference to the many times a day I get checked out by some random customer but no. This is actually about what I felt like was some strange woman sizing me up in the drive thru. I have only had a woman look at me that way when... Continue Reading →

Love Madly

I am not going to lie. I am a little crazy. I really need to be to deal with this crazy life. I was reading a fellow bloggers blog and one of the posts mentioned to love madly. This phrase made me pause. I am in fact intrigued by this phrase. Defintion of Madly: adverb... Continue Reading →

Too late

After some late night reading of my own work I am amazed at how love feels.  I am also amazed at how it is taken away. Humans need to feel love. It's how we are created. So how is it that something so fundamental to our survival is something we either chase away, give away,... Continue Reading →


Love is amazing. God’s love is in fact the most amazing thing ever. I am astonished at how in times when I feel the most alone he reveals to me how untrue that is. I went to church this morning. Feeling sad and alone. And guess what? Well God spent the whole service telling me... Continue Reading →


Music - noun 1. an art of sound in time that expresses ideas and emotions in significant forms through the elements of rhythm, melody, harmony, and color. 2. the tones or sounds employed, occurring in single line (melody) or multiple lines (harmony), and sounded or to be sounded by one or more voices or instruments,... Continue Reading →


Work - noun 1. exertion or effort directed to produce or accomplish something; labor; toil. 2. something on which exertion or labor is expended; a task or undertaking: The students finished their work in class. 3. productive or operative activity. 4. employment, as in some form of industry, especially as a means of earning one's... Continue Reading →

Not Mine

Not –adverb 1. (used to express negation, denial, refusal, or prohibition): You must not do that. It's not far from here. 2. U.S. Slang . (used jocularly as a postpositive interjection to indicate that a previous statement is untrue): That's a lovely dress. Not! Mine –pronoun 1. a form of the possessive case of I... Continue Reading →

With Love

Love –noun 1. a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person. 2. a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend. 3. sexual passion or desire. Today is a mushy day. Why do you ask? Well, because I feel accomplished from my uber productive weekend. I feel good... Continue Reading →

Another Day

Another –adjective 1. being one more or more of the same; further; additional: another piece of cake. 2. different; distinct; of a different period, place, or kind: at another time; another man. 3. very similar to; of the same kind or category as: What we need today is another thomas jefferson. When you lose a... Continue Reading →

Oh how things change

Change –verb (used with object) 1. to make the form, nature, content, future course, etc., of (something) different from what it is or from what it would be if left alone: to change one's name; to change one's opinion; to change the course of history. 2. to transform or convert (usually followed by into ):... Continue Reading →

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